My immortal

因为我忘记账号和密码了~~~~~

最近的生活似乎在自己的掌控当中

谁知道呢~~~~~~~

期待4月5月

有很多事情很多人等着我去为之奋斗~~~~~~~~~

大学同学聚会，见茜，体会她的麻烦，见ocean。

人的感觉真复杂。

现在潜心祈祷。

 

信任无价。

不能失去它。

无辜MM做了一集，我帮她校对了半集。

突然觉得好像重复了去年的场景。

所以我知道，要耐心，要给予足够的时间和信心。

有错误又如何，改了就好。

早上看托福，上家教，然后听美剧，晚上看剧本和书。

这样学习着，突然强烈的感到，原来英文真的不是那么好学的。

无论是听力，阅读还是单词，都还有好长的路。

谢谢你能陪着我，给我鼓励。

不能让你失望。

 

我们曾经无话不说，所以最终无话可说。

你有没有这样的朋友？

我们曾经心心相印对答如流秉烛夜谈不眠不休日月不经风雨无扰谈至兴处泪水如泉漾骂至淋漓笑声如癫狂，一起狂奔说话大笑咒骂，痛哭拥抱踢打吵架，任硬币寥寥，脸上神采亮。
　　

我们相逢猖狂，可惜背景太荒凉。

不行不行，得到机会，我要远离，我要未来高贵，理智，美丽。
不行不行，我经过你，你的眼中，尽是我的过去，一地碎玻璃。
不行不行，不能继续，我爱你，不爱回忆。

豆瓣里面的一篇评论……
我们曾经无话不说，所以最终无话可说。
很怕这样的情况，因为发生过好多次。
曾经和某某真的无话不说，可是到最后，还是无话可说，只剩最后一句你好。
如果人世间的感情都是有限的，那我希望能慢慢的流逝，不要太强烈，不要太美丽。
只愿我们之间的感情，平平淡淡长长久久。
只愿到我们老了那一天，我们还和今天一样。
人生若只如初见。

 

 

仔细品读着各个字幕组做的字幕，我突然有些感触。

其实自己要的，不是首发，不是下载量，不是MD，不是别人的称赞，不是什么团队合作。

需要的，只是做出最好的字幕，只是为了翻译出那个味道和意境。

也许这么说很自私，可是做了这么多字幕之后，我才发现自己想要的东西是什么。

所以隐居是有好处的，多自省。

不得不承认，还是有很多才能会吸引我的：
1 才华，当然各种才华都好，不过最好不要是玩的方面……

2 善良，对人好，对所有人善良。

3 坚持，有毅力的人。。

哎……我就一个大花痴啊

不小心听到这首歌了……觉得好美，于是当作了标题。

其实并没有那么期待爱，总觉得爱是会让人受伤的，经历过太多次各种各样的失望之后，我不再期待……

under-promise, over-deliver, lowering your expectation...

看到这句话，也觉得很有道理，少一些期待，会让人更开心，多想想自己拥有的。：）

最近看了很多电影和美剧，收获了许多感触，可是更多的是在练习自己的听力。

每当我想象，有一天我发现我可以自信的听懂每一句英文时，那样的心情就会让我坚定的练习下去。

也许我不能出国，也许我不能当口译员，自己也不知道为了什么，只是为了能顺畅的看美剧和电影吧。：）

最近过着半隐居的生活，想让每一分钟都充满了意义，想让每一秒都开开心心的。

继续加油拉。

答应自己要做的事情：

找一个自己喜欢的工作；复习IBT和口试；坚持裸看美剧；好好的护肤锻炼身体；每天微笑；善待每个人；坚持做自己曾经答应过的事情；不让爱我的人失望。记得你的好，记得每个人的好，每天感恩。

答应自己绝对不再做的事情：

挂QQ，在网上闲扯；熬夜；除非完全听不懂，绝对不能下载任何字幕，不能依赖字幕；浪费任何时间。

 

把fringe交出去了，学会放弃。
把哥嘱咐的事情都做好了，这是应该的。
去吃了一直期待的西餐，却发现，原来吃不到的时候，是最美好的。
坚持做一些事情，希望有成果。
梦想着一些事情，希望能成真。

隐居，let's try..

 

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thank you for your love..

for being with me all the time..

for forgiving all my stupid mistakes..

thank you ...

汗死，其实毕业了，没有寒假了，可是还是习惯这么说……

安排满满当当的，很开心……

好好教课，好好校对，好好做题，好好锻炼。

：）

这条手链是我在网上买的，寄到别人那里，今天才收到。

今天早上和爸妈玩WII，很开心，然后下午去绿茵阁，很lucky坐到了靠窗的位置，一个人坐了1个多小时，难得的悠闲……

然后他带来了手链，为我戴上。

吃了泰黄炒饭……一起用手机上网……然后聊聊天买单。。

49元。。拿了50的发票。。挂中20……

开心的去逛商场逛屈臣氏逛沃尔玛……

然后告别

回到家 和妈妈一起去兑彩票 原以为只中了20的

居然中了500...

我们家第一次中这么大的……

收到了聚会的PP

看了感觉很开心……

明天开始家教……

开始好好复习

迷茫的时候，想想自己的梦想，想想你爱的人和爱你的人……

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I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much

也许对于别人来说，做笔译挣钱是再平常不过的事情，可是对于我来说，这第一次笔译非比寻常。

谢谢支持我翻译的人，第一次能坚持翻完，真的感觉挺不容易的。

昨天买了wii fit。。。希望自己可以更fit...

大家都是SH聚会了……希望玩的开心哦。。

加油……

你说“按自己的规划来  我们要混出个名堂”

越来越清楚自己到底要什么，越来越清楚该珍惜什么，相信事在人为，从现在起，为我自己而活，为你而活，为未来而活。

亲爱的。

八卦的我又到处看了看别人的博客……

大大的羡慕着别人的幸福和才华……

看到南瓜老师的诗，太美了~复制在下面~

 

曾经犯过太多的错误
你却含笑说别在乎
陪我度过了这些的旅途
让我逐渐摆脱了孤独

我经常会感到彷徨无助
你总是坚定地给我嘱咐
让我不经意间忘记痛楚
分享和你在一起的幸福

一度我不小心迷失了道路
只能用记忆叙说曾经的感触
可惜随时间流逝有一点模糊
所以我开始怀疑
所谓爱情
凭着一朵玫瑰串起的两颗真心，能否支撑的住
加上付出，再加点呵护
那种感觉算不算幸福

我们的世界是自己描绘的图
终于携手相扶相濡
纵使不能朝夕相处
也能有彼此安心的温度

在有音乐的时候
很想与你跳舞
跟上你的脚步
共同面对人生的凹凸

不需要艳羡别人的幸福
因为我们正在共度
通过奋斗终于明白
有你的世界我不能输

幸福是一个迷，若即若离
飘过风中的云，未必化身成雨
幸福在我眼里，曾经遥不可及
所以一路追寻，至此放肆呼吸

直到找到了你，幸福才是个结局

有爱自己的人，有自己爱的人，有喜欢做的事情，有期待，有梦想，有努力的方法。

我应该觉得很幸福……

继续练习去……

在淘宝上想给自己买件小礼物，没有找到，于是跑去天涯找。

无意间看到这样一个帖子，收获了这首歌。

很意外的收获，记住自己的梦想，坚持，就会幸福。

歌词

完成了所谓的理想
放纵了情绪的泛滥
汗都流干
天都微亮
然后怎样
拥有了旅行的空档
却还失流浪的背囊
沿着轨道
一直浏览
然后怎样
假期过完
有什么打算
走过一个天堂
少一个方向
谁在摧我成长
让我失去迷途 的胆量
我怕谁失望
我为谁而忙
我最初只贪玩
为何变负担
为何我的问题
总得等待别人 的答案
我的快乐时代唱烂
才领悟代价多高昂
不能满足
不敢停站
然后怎样

这两天全投入到24小时里面了，本来之前和RE已经请假了，结果昨天早上何何和渔夫发短信问我来不来，我又动摇了……这样一下子又用了两天……四集的成就感是不言而喻的……时间也是挺多的。不能再做了！！！！！

今天想说些什么呢……

乖乖的，听话，这样就好：）

如果做一件事情

可以让你自己开心和进步

又可以让你爱的&爱你的人开心

是不是值得好好的做……

so for my parents, my darling, and my big brother..

I promise myself to do those things well..

1 keep fit and neat  skin..

2 crack ibt

3 keep watching movies without any subtitle

4 exercise more

 

谢谢哥的截图！！！！
感动……你看剧时候还想到俺了……

 

早起--轮渡-肯德基-赤壁下-热干面-逛街-聊天（**）-送我走-见到妈妈-逛超市-吃绿茵阁-走回家……

今天过的真安逸，都不敢相信了，明天要继续发奋起来。

今天聊天的时候，谈到了我心中期许的那种恋人关系，也是自己努力的方向。

恩，互相鼓励，一起进步。

加油加油拉

不怕不怕

对了，赤壁还行，演员都很 帅~

发型 微笑 身材

很喜欢这样的女孩儿

你最大的财富和幸福，是可以看到希望。